Barely able to "run" a tenth of a mile without dying, I've gone back to being what I hated before and freed myself of! I am an idiot. I remember stating emphatically I would NEVER let myself get "that way" EVER again but that's just where I am and what I've done.
So, now what? I can't go back to working out 3 hours a day, 7 days a week. I struggle to find the magical nutritional balance. Heck, I can't run around the block without being in pain.
But I have to do something. I HAVE TO!
I'm attempting to begin to train for a 10k in April and I'll see where that gets me. I want my mobility back! I want my health back! I want my skinny back.
